So I guess it's about that time. It's early February which means I've had just about enough of winter. I guess the two feet of snow Milwaukee got hit with last week didn't help the cause but I'm sure I'd be feeling this way regardless. January was a stressful month with moving to a new house and starting a new job. I lost touch with a lot of my routines and am only recently beginning to reinstate them into my life. So maybe I should give myself a break. Perhaps it's too much to ask to be 100% happy with my life and my outlook when the streets are covered with mountains of frozen snow. I just wish I could shake the irritability and pessimism and tell myself in a few months it will be beautiful outside and I can finally start living again. That is truly something to look forward to. I think I must be in denial though because telling myself those things isn't doing the trick. When I look outside, I just can't envision green grass, flowers or a sun that stays out past 5 o'clock. I'm not sure why it's so difficult this time around but I need to find a miracle cure to this bout of S.A.D. I've recently caught or I fear I won't make it through the next two months alive. Yes, winter sucks but dwelling on it only makes it worse. I need to stick to my indoor exercise regiment, plan fun indoor activities with friends & family, and most importantly not let these winter doldrums affect my goals. And when the first really nice day rolls around, I'll be out on a patio drinking a mojito with the rest of the city.

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